when u told that things.. u hurt my heart baby!!

he just told me somethings that make me ....???? urm..who's girl that he talks about?? me or who?? please tell me bah...!!! straight forward please!! im cried in my heart but im smile on my face.. thanks baby u make me fall in love with u already.. damn !!! yes, i do love with him <3 so many question on my mind?? i cannot belive it oh!! u make me crazy coz in my mind just u and u dusshh~ every day..i miss u babe.. seriously i do!!! no matter what u doing to me.. im still sayang with you.. but dunnow that sayang means what?? sayangs like a friends?? or...?? sh*t !! stupid things ow saya rasa!! urghh..

:: >> who can understand me?? my close friends?? but i did'nt tell them bah.. im keep it secret and now im hurt sendiri!!! maybe saya rasa.. this is not a good time to tell them.. to tell my besties.. durang azyan.. leles.. kaka.. bebel.. and desca also!!! everyday if me in moody.. leles always said "ee kw ne sedih seja..tapi namau cerita..dari tadi bilang sedih2 tapi namau cerita!!!".. azyan said "kenapa juga kau ne?? pasal apa bha juga ne?? cerita la..".. bebel said "napa kw mir..ok kau??".. kaka said "mir ok ka kau ni..ada ok..kenapa mirsya??" ... SORRY GUYS..I CANNOT SPEAK TO U ALL ABOUT THIS PROBLEM.. ITS VERY HARD TO ME TO TELL YOU... yeahh maybe saya gila sebab pendam2 sendiri.. tapi pa buli buat... desca also beberapa orang that close to me.. if i sad.. they ask me why and why?? hmmmpp.. bodo bha kali saya..cuba kalau saya cerita.. maybe durang buli tolong saya kali tu kan ouh its a crazy man!!

i wish in my sixteen tomorrow.. i'll happy!!! please jangan buat cigu tu meradang dgn kami bisuk dan melakukan perkara yg di luar jangkaan.. amin!!